I started this laborious, time consuming, and at times downright daunting journey back in October when I decided to create a ball jointed doll based on the main character in my book. I sculpted five heads out of Living Doll Sculpey and only one came close to looking similar to my main character "Israel". I used this clay because I heard it was good for making dolls, but mainly because it comes in my complexion, Terracotta Brown. Let's face it, when you're looking for ball jointed dolls, ethnic ones especially, are hard to come by. In fact, there are few beautiful dolls period that represent girls of color. Since my main character is loosely based on me, I wanted her features to be loosely based on me at her age, and I'm a proud terracotta brown! I always grew up wishing there were more dolls that looked like me, with hair and features like mine. Maybe I would have thought I was more beautiful back then, instead of comparing myself to the dolls that I played with who looked nothing like me. So now, it is really important for me to expose my daughter and other little girls to more variety and diversity in the story book characters and the dolls that they grow up with.
Back to the heads, which ended up turning into eight heads, then I threw one away because she was just that ugly . . . and then there were seven. But this one head still remained the best out of seven. here's Israel, the chosen one, or should I say, the chosen head, in her rough stage.
Now I don't have any idea what I'm doing, I'm just feeling my way through all of this. I'm reading books here and there and looking at tutorials but I'm clueless when it comes to bjd sculpting. It's not really something you can learn by reading or watching, you can only learn it by doing it, experimenting, failing miserably, and pressing forward. I'm all for experimentation, but I'd rather take a master class! Hence the reason why I neglected her little head for months. But that hasn't kept me from adoring all of the wonderful artists I have come across in my research, who are attempting and pushing through the pain of figuring it out. I'm constantly looking at their photos, saying "I wish I could do that someday!" Then came Lauren. When I saw what she was working on, I finally buckled down and said, "I have to do this, NOW!" All it took was a little motivation and a lot of inspiration.
I am now pleased to report that I have more than a little rough head. I now have a rough torso, two rough arms, and two rough legs! Holla at your boy!!!!!!! Here are the pics of my progress. She needs sanding, and I still need to sculpt feet, hands, and the (dun dun dun: scary music) dreaded ball joints that I have no idea whatsoever how to make. But I'm determined to figure it out! Enjoy the flicks and let me know what you think. Then say a few prayers, cross your fingers and toes, send me good cyberspace vibes,
and just maybe . . . maybe I might end up with a real working ball jointed doll . . . eventually.
Keep hope alive!
"See ya next time, maybe then I'll have hands!"
